I have a few minutes so I'll make this quick.... There are so many profound moments in your life, split seconds that end up being what you reflect upon long after they are gone. But, then there are the gaps of time where you can no longer remember those profound moments, or the last time it happened was so long ago you've already gone through all the reflecting you can possibly do. I think there's a part of all of us that constantly needs something to reflect upon, we need those moments of importance, those moments that help define who we are - good or bad. I feel antsy, like its been so long since the last defining moment that things are building for the next one. I can't explain it, its such a sense of paranoia. You constantly question, well what next? In many ways, that's what makes me so messed up, I'm never satisfied with the moments that have passed, I just want another one to happen - that's my drug and I'm addicted tp | 
